i thought i'd do an update.
i haven't posted in here for about a week.
okay well really, about four days. but still.
lots has been on my mind.
i've been caught up in the thought of how ridiculous some people are.
for instance, right now, i am NOT looking for a relationship, i'm letting THAT relationship LOOK FOR ME! but what keeps finding me is the ones who AREN'T looking for a relationship, and they are looking for sex. well, let me just clear the books for all of you, i am not going to have sex until i am married. i know, i've already had a kid before marriage, blah blah blah.. but let's face it.. sex becomes a relationship ruiner in most cases. in fact, i can't think of one relationship that i've had that it hasn't ruined. i want to make sure that my relationship is based off of HOW WE FEEL about each other. it's just not fair. i've cried over too many guys who only wanted me for one thing. plus, i'm not having another baby til i'm married. sorry but raising one on my own is hard enough. idk how people who are single moms raise two or more. MORE power to them for sure!
i guess what i'm trying to say is.. i'm sick of kissing all the frogs... i'm definitely ready for my prince [:
[and yes, i know that noah is my baby prince, but i'm waiting for the other prince to come along]
xx -
hope
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